Natsuo [Zero] (
coldestsummer) wrote2023-06-16 02:41 pm
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psl post: brothers in harm

we were searching for reasons to play by the rules
but we quickly found it was just for fools
now through all the sorrow, we'll be riding high
and the truth of the matter is, i'll never let you go
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As it was, he never seemed to text or reach out, so neither did Touya.
And then the day hit that Endeavor was honored as the Number One hero. He was celebrated and heralded and all Dabi could do was rage and seethe and burn. That day he leaves, burns a few buildings and kills a couple thugs...it doesn't matter. He meets Hawks, that fake ass hero who pretends and lies and makes Dabi's gut twist. It's not until that night that after however long it's been...Dabi finds himself hovering at Natsuo's door. They were both so young the last time Touya crawled in Natsuo's bed looking for comfort, a decade or more at this point, but it's still just as easy.
Only this time when he sneaks in he stops short at the bed, sits and just sags. Natsuo had told him to not be around, told him to back off, and yet here he was now invading his little brothers room because what? He had a bad day? Their dear old dad was being touted as an amazing hero when they knew the truth? He didn't have a right to go looking for Natsuo's comfort now.
He should leave. Just stand up and leave again...now if only his legs would listen.
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Nothing makes sense anymore. His entire reality started to blur around the edges when he first met Dabi but now that he can't deny the truth, a heavy fog of confusion has descended over everything and he can't trust his own impulses. Hell, he can't do that even at the best of times, so god knows what he'll do now.
But Touya was always smarter than him, more cerebral than emotional even at his most chaotic, and Dabi seems to have worked out the answer to this as well. Or was he purely driven by emotion this one time, which allowed him to understand Natsuo a bit better? Regardless of the reason for his actions, feeling Dabi's weight settle on the edge of his bed on the worst day that either of them has experienced in a very, very long time turns out to be exactly the right thing to clear Natsuo's mind.
He is still needed. Dabi does need him as much as Touya did. So Natsuo silently throws back his covers, letting Dabi know that he's welcome... but also revealing that he now sleeps in the nude. They might both be too upset to care or they might have to confront a lot of things in the next few hours. Now Dabi gets to choose how they progress.
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They hadn't talked about anything in the time that Dabi was staying away, but he had thought about it enough. Thought about the night they slept in the same bed, waking up to see Natsuo's familiar face on the pillow next to him. Part of him had hated himself more for it...because he wasn't as put off by the idea than he knew he should have been. Even now, he doubted he'd really care if anything progressed in the same way. Even with knowing the truth.
"They're all idiots." His words are quiet and spoken against cool skin, hands rough with callouses and the line of burns pawing at Natsuo to shift so that he can be comfortable too.
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For the first time in many, many years, Natsuo thinks of Fuyumi. She was willing to protect him too, but not like Touya - her protection involved soothing Natsuo, keeping him quiet, helping him wait out the storm so they could carry on as normally as possible the next day. She, too, always let him win. Only their mother fought him after Touya died and eventually she was sent away.
He pulls Dabi closer and buries his face in his strange dark hair - it smells wrong, like something both sweet and chemical that makes Natsuo’s nostrils itch. The rasp of Dabi’s scarred and stapled skin doesn’t bother him but somehow this smell feels foreign in a way that nothing else about Dabi does.
“I wanna help you take him down.”
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It felt good. Hearing someone else talk about wanting to take Enji down, it felt so damn good. He hadn't even realized how much tension he was still holding on to until it was gone, washed away with Natsuo's determined words. He had someone on his side. Someone that was for him. Sure the League was on his side, because he was on theirs, but it was different. They didn't know, couldn't understand what he had been through. Nastsuo had seen it all first hand, lived it right there with Dabi.
"I want you there, no...I...I need you there, Natsu." There's a shuddered sort of breath. "I don't think I'll survive it without you."
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Then he laughs quietly, one hand seeking out a patch of healthy skin on Dabi's back to rub comforting circles where he'll be able to feel it. "You're never leaving my goddamn sight again, are you kidding me? You're my niisan. Even if you die, I'm coming with you."
Touya-nii isn't right anymore, and Dabi-nii doesn't quite fit the same way yet, so Natsuo just calls him niisan - but only when they're alone, of course.
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"You'll get dragged down to hell with me if you're not carful." Shifting from where he was tucked against Natsuo, Dabi's arms moved instead to wrap around his younger brother. He pulled back enough to look into grey eyes, eyes so different from his own. He was always so jealous that Natsuo got their mother's eyes but now, now they were a comfort. He doesn't even realize when he's drifted closer until he feels cooler breath against his lips and stops. He doesn't pull away but he also doesn't push further.
He wouldn't be the one to drag Natsuo down with him, but he wasn't going to stop him from following.
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Natsuo loves him so much he feels like his heart might just explode out of his chest.
"Dabi..." His voice is deeper now, his chest visibly rising and falling with quicker, shallower breaths. "I'm gonna kiss you if you keep looking at me like that, and if I kiss you I'm definitely gonna fuck you, so you need to stop if that's still not something you want."
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"I never said I didn't want it...just that you shouldn't." Hands moved to rest along the thick column of Natsuo's neck, palms resting on his pulse. "I want you and this time...I want to see you, Natsu."
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And yeah, it was fucking sensational, but this time is going to be different. Natsuo has years of grief-driven obsession built up around his brother's memory and now that they've once again taken living form, the last thing Natsuo wants to do is just take from him. Natsuo wants to worship him.
... which isn't to say that it'll necessarily be gentle, or even all that romantic, but it won't be anonymous and it definitely won't be quick. When he's finally able to tear his mouth away from Dabi's, Natsuo touches the scarred line of his jaw and quietly asks: "How much can you feel on these spots? Anything?"
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Dabi doesn't stop the moan that ripples through him when Natsuo finally kisses him. This is exactly what he needs, someone solid and tangible. Someone stronger than him reminding him that he's not alone any more. Never again. He'll never be alone again, he has his brother. It's all he needs.
"Fuck," He mutters against Natsuo's lips when they part, only just catching the other's question. "I...the sensation is dull there but I can feel some. Mostly just pressure but...deeper there are still nerves in the muscles. The edges are a bit more sensitive because of the undamaged stuff..." His head tilts into the touches along his jaw, eyes becoming lidded with the motion as he follows the cool touch. "The cold feels good..."
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The cold feels good is all Natsuo needs to hear. He ducks his head and breathes a puff of chilled air against the front of Dabi's throat, then cools his lips to follow it with firm, icy kisses. His desire is definitely swelling now, enough that Dabi can probably feel the insistent press of it against his thigh.
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Add to that feeling just how much the other wants him only makes Dabi grin like a Cheshire, clinging to the other with rough hands and ragged nails as he shifts his leg. Thigh pressing incessantly against the other while he felt himself swelling in the confines of his stitched pants.
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Before he gets the chance to stop and stare, Dabi wedges a thigh between their bodies and amps up the urgency yet again, making him buck against it with a groan. "Impatient... I'm getting there," he mutters against Dabi's neck, even as he decides to crawl down Dabi's body and skip right to his snug, visibly tented pants. Settled between his legs, Natsuo slips his belt open and undoes his fly, then bends low to press wet kisses to the front of his underwear.
"I want you in me this time," he says between kisses, eyes tilted up to keep his gaze locked on Dabi's face. "Let me ride you?"
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"Fuck yes, what ever you want." Hands moved to card through short white hair, tugging lightly as he hissed out a sigh.
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That warning comes with a truly wicked smile as Natsuo pulls back Dabi's underwear, but his plan to take the other man's cock right into his mouth suffers a slight delay when Natsuo notices its... adornments. Huh. Now he's kind of embarrassed not to have noticed last time.
Tilting his head curiously to one side, Natsuo drags a fingertip down the line of piercings and then back up to the tip. "Damn..." His tongue flicks over his lips as he next wraps a hand around Dabi's length and gives it a stroke, just to feel the entire effect at once. Even just against his palm, it's enough to make him shudder. "Any more surprises I should know about?"
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He really shouldn't be promising that. He doesn't have as much stamina as his brother and he already knows that all too well. He'd never had as much as either of his brothers. Between how his quirk burned through him and having his mothers weaker consitution...it meant his stamina definitely wasn't what it should be. Still, he'd try his damnedest if it meant having Natsuo riding his cock.
Speaking of his brother, hearing the surprise in his voice made Dabi chuckle.
"What? Didn't see that last time? Tsk tsk, such a selfish little brother I have." Teasing he pushed Natsuo's bits of fringe out of his face, heel of his hand resting against the younger man's forehead. "Guess you'll just have to be surprised, or earn that knowledge, huh?"
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No, this selfish little brother swallows his niisan down in increments, with each piercing marking a spot to stop and massage what he's taken in so far with his tongue. Only once he's hit the base does he hollow out his cheeks and slowly pull up with a hum of enjoyment.
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"Fuuuuck, that's it." He groans, hips shifting to try and chase feeling of Natsuo's lips around him, tongue against each bar. It feels too good to be true.
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So instead he just takes the direction and lets his fingers curl and tug at short white strands. Hips snapping up to push his cock down the others throat before backing off and letting him go at his own pace. It felt good but for now his goal wasn't to just use Natsuo, his brother was too precious for that.
"That's it Natsu, so good." He murmurs, almost surprised when there isn't smoke rising from the seems around his face. "So eager for big bro's cock, yeah?"
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He needs to multitask if he wants to get through this without hurting one or both of them with his impatience. Pausing his movements for just a moment, he wipes away some of the saliva dripping from the corners of his mouth and uses his thumb to spread it over two of his fingers, which he presses against and then into his hole to get it ready for what comes next.
When his rhythms match up, fingers fucking himself in time with each bob and lift of his head, Natsuo's amazed he doesn't come from that alone. Talk about paltry stamina - he's moaning steadily now, every breath through his nostrils audibly sharp and shallow.
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"Fuck, way too good...wanna cum inside you, mark you deep. You're all mine, right Natsu?" Fingers toyed in the other's hair before running down the back of his neck.
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Wiping off his wet mouth and chin with the back of an arm, Natsuo sits up and looks into his brother's eyes - his own are fogged with lust, pupils blown so wide that the grey of his irises is barely visible, and his lips are obscenely swollen and red against pale skin. This is what Dabi missed out on the first time, and what he'll always get to see from now on.
"Yours," Natsuo rasps out, his throat obviously rubbed quite raw. "All yours. Always." He tugs Dabi's pants down to his ankles, then his underwear, so he can kick off the entire works. Once he's back up straddling Dabi's haunches, he gives him another deep kiss and whispers against his lips: "Only yours."
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The words that fall from Natsuo's lips, that are whispered against his own scarred and chapped ones, makes Dabi shudder. Hands grasping muscled thighs as he returns the kiss with the same passion as before.
"And I'm yours."
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And good lord, Natsuo has absolutely no idea what he's in for.
The first bar that slips past his tight ring of muscle and inside him sends such a jolt through his body that he has to stop and catch his breath. It's just a foreign sensation, that's all, nothing painful or even that uncomfortable... but as he keeps impaling himself and more of those little metal bars work their way in, he's hit with shiver after shiver and gasp after gasp. He's never been this sensitive inside, especially not right off the bat.
"J-Jesus..." His ass finally settles on Dabi's pelvis and he closes his eyes, trying desperately to adjust to this entirely new experience of sex. "Forget what I said about stamina, this is gonna take some getting used to."
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"Doing so giving good already, knew you'd like it. And it just gets better from here."
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An unwelcome thought, too bitter for the sweetness of the moment and too cold for the heat building between them. It only shows on Natsuo's face for a moment, but the shadow that flickers over his expression is too dark to miss. Enough of that, he tells himself fiercely.
Thankfully, it's all too easy for him to sink into Dabi's sensory overload - his dry rasp of a voice, his bruising grip with one hand and deft movements of the other, and the hot throb of his length splitting Natsuo open - and shut out thought altogether. Biting down hard on his lip, he gives his hips a tentative roll and immediately groans with what sounds like utter agony, but doesn't stop him from grinding down again and again. He doesn't even need to lift himself off enough to bounce on Dabi's dick when just swiveling and rolling his hips feels so fucking good.
He also doesn't dare speak anymore, because he's already so delirious with pleasure that he can feel the name Touya perched on the tip of his tongue.
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"Come on, Natsu. You're doing so good, but you can do better." It takes a moment before Dabi tries to help coax Natsuo's hips up. He can't lift him for sure, Dabi isn't nearly strong enough for that, but he can still coax the other to try and actually ride him properly. It feels good, but he knows he can push Natsuo out of keeping his mouth shut and that's what Dabi wants. Even as he plants his feet and rolls his hips up to meet Natsuo's grinding.
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He lifts himself off Dabi's body until the final piercing tugs at his hole and then slams back down, throwing his head back to cry out in sheer overstimulated pleasure. Not once has he ever felt this good when not in the throes of orgasm, and he's distantly shocked to realize that he didn't actually come then and there.
"N-Niisan -" Despite being the one in charge of the fast, hard pace he sets, there's still a pleading whine to Natsuo's voice as he impales himself again and again. "- Niisan, Niisan - !!"
... if anyone can hear this, they're going to think that Dabi and Zero have some seriously strange kinks, and they won't be wrong.
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"That's it baby bro, fuck that feels so good. Y'make me feel so good baby." His hand stutters, his harder to move up as he feels like every nerve is on fire. He burns but in a different way than what he's used to. Sure he can feel himself starting to overheat, it's not the all encouraging burning he's been known to feel. Instead this time it's got a cooling edge to it also with the intensity and passion he's always looking for.
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"Me too... I'm so close, Niisan, so fuckin' close..." His dick won't stop twitching in Dabi's hand and he's struggling just as much to keep up a steady pace with his entire body pleading for release. "We can do it again, all night if you want, just... please let me cum, please..."
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He can feel himself at the edge, legs shaking with the effort of thrusting up to meet Natsuo, moans coming out gravely and low as his head falls back. It's a coil that's strung tight in his gut that finally snaps with a surprised sound, spilling over into the man above him with a growl. His hands turn hot and he knows he needs to be careful but in that moment it's hard to hold back, hard to grab anywhere but Natsuo's hips to pull him fully against the other without letting up. "Fuck!"
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Burning up... burning...?
Wait.
Dabi's hands are actually scalding his skin.
With a startled yelp of pain, Natsuo separates Dabi's hands from his skin with thick sheets of ice. The cool is soothing but not, he thinks, enough to counteract the burns altogether - they'll need time to heal, and might even scar. Dabi really did leave the deep mark he was talking about.
... that doesn't bother Natsuo as much as it should.
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"'m sorry," He murmurs against the others lips. "Shoulda been more careful, didn' wanna burn you." His words are slurred but still so much more gentle than anyone but Natsuo might think he could be.
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But then Dabi pulls him close and Natsuo's attention completely narrows in on the brother that has now become his entire world. He responds to Dabi's apologies with lazy, sated kisses and incoherent murmurs of affection until he's had his fill of Dabi's mouth, then pulls back just enough to give him a warm smile.
"It's alright, niisan. Just means everyone who sees them will know who I belong to."
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Dabi returns each kiss easily, sighing into the feeling as he grins a bit. "Good thing you're quick on your feet, even while you're getting railed." There's a chuckle as Dabi tries to shift a bit more to get comfortable. Hard when his brother is made of muscle and is already bigger than him. As good as it feels he also just wants to cuddle up to the cooler skin that Natsuo provides.
"Mmm, as nice as this is...lay down? Yer heavier than me."