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Natsuo [Zero] ([personal profile] coldestsummer) wrote2023-06-16 02:41 pm

psl post: brothers in harm


we were searching for reasons to play by the rules
but we quickly found it was just for fools
now through all the sorrow, we'll be riding high
and the truth of the matter is, i'll never let you go
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-17 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
After the text telling him to back off, Dabi did. He took whatever jobs Shigaraki needed to be done that were away from the safe house, disappeared for long periods on end, and even seemed to duck out of rooms when Natsuo entered. Granted there were times he couldn't really do that but, he tried his best to avoid his younger brother. If the guy wanted to talk to him he had his number.

As it was, he never seemed to text or reach out, so neither did Touya.

And then the day hit that Endeavor was honored as the Number One hero. He was celebrated and heralded and all Dabi could do was rage and seethe and burn. That day he leaves, burns a few buildings and kills a couple thugs...it doesn't matter. He meets Hawks, that fake ass hero who pretends and lies and makes Dabi's gut twist. It's not until that night that after however long it's been...Dabi finds himself hovering at Natsuo's door. They were both so young the last time Touya crawled in Natsuo's bed looking for comfort, a decade or more at this point, but it's still just as easy.

Only this time when he sneaks in he stops short at the bed, sits and just sags. Natsuo had told him to not be around, told him to back off, and yet here he was now invading his little brothers room because what? He had a bad day? Their dear old dad was being touted as an amazing hero when they knew the truth? He didn't have a right to go looking for Natsuo's comfort now.

He should leave. Just stand up and leave again...now if only his legs would listen.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-17 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
When Natsuo shifts and the covers are pulled back, there's a moment when Dabi wants to flinch back. He expects to be told off, expects anger and resentment, he expects Natsuo to push him away. Instead he notices it's none of that, it's an invitation. One that Dabi hadn't been expecting, but is thankful for all the same as he slips in the bed with the larger man. Tucking himself close and pulling the covers back over them both.

They hadn't talked about anything in the time that Dabi was staying away, but he had thought about it enough. Thought about the night they slept in the same bed, waking up to see Natsuo's familiar face on the pillow next to him. Part of him had hated himself more for it...because he wasn't as put off by the idea than he knew he should have been. Even now, he doubted he'd really care if anything progressed in the same way. Even with knowing the truth.

"They're all idiots." His words are quiet and spoken against cool skin, hands rough with callouses and the line of burns pawing at Natsuo to shift so that he can be comfortable too.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-17 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Being pulled in, strong arms wrapping around him, with Natsuo's face buried in his hair...Dabi felt safe. He felt something he hadn't felt in years. He felt loved, understood.

It felt good. Hearing someone else talk about wanting to take Enji down, it felt so damn good. He hadn't even realized how much tension he was still holding on to until it was gone, washed away with Natsuo's determined words. He had someone on his side. Someone that was for him. Sure the League was on his side, because he was on theirs, but it was different. They didn't know, couldn't understand what he had been through. Nastsuo had seen it all first hand, lived it right there with Dabi.

"I want you there, no...I...I need you there, Natsu." There's a shuddered sort of breath. "I don't think I'll survive it without you."
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's weird how easily Dabi feels like he can relax under Natsuo's hands. Cool hands massaging against near feverish skin is relaxing and something he forgot he missed. He had forgotten how much he craved the comfort Natsuo provided. Maybe it was fucked up, the thoughts going through his head, but they were fucked up. Their entire family was.

"You'll get dragged down to hell with me if you're not carful." Shifting from where he was tucked against Natsuo, Dabi's arms moved instead to wrap around his younger brother. He pulled back enough to look into grey eyes, eyes so different from his own. He was always so jealous that Natsuo got their mother's eyes but now, now they were a comfort. He doesn't even realize when he's drifted closer until he feels cooler breath against his lips and stops. He doesn't pull away but he also doesn't push further.

He wouldn't be the one to drag Natsuo down with him, but he wasn't going to stop him from following.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't, Dabi has absolutely no idea just how easily his walls have fallen with Natsuo. No one else could even know just how human Dabi still was, how much he still yearned for someone close. The deepness of Natsuo's voice and the words spoken against Dabi's lips do absolutely nothing to dissuade him from staying in the others personal space.

"I never said I didn't want it...just that you shouldn't." Hands moved to rest along the thick column of Natsuo's neck, palms resting on his pulse. "I want you and this time...I want to see you, Natsu."
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
To say Dabi had enjoyed their first time was an understatement. He had needed something rough, something that made him feel, but when he had realized it was Natsuo that had done it there was a mix of emotions. He didn't regret the act, he didn't hate it, he just hated that something had made his gentle, protective, little brother need that too. Now however was different, the heat and aggressiveness wasn't bad, it wasn't angry, it was a mix of both of their needs.

Dabi doesn't stop the moan that ripples through him when Natsuo finally kisses him. This is exactly what he needs, someone solid and tangible. Someone stronger than him reminding him that he's not alone any more. Never again. He'll never be alone again, he has his brother. It's all he needs.

"Fuck," He mutters against Natsuo's lips when they part, only just catching the other's question. "I...the sensation is dull there but I can feel some. Mostly just pressure but...deeper there are still nerves in the muscles. The edges are a bit more sensitive because of the undamaged stuff..." His head tilts into the touches along his jaw, eyes becoming lidded with the motion as he follows the cool touch. "The cold feels good..."
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
The cold press against his skin had Dabi shuddering, curses falling from his lips as he willingly bares his throat to the other. Letting his head fall back as he shifts and rolls so his back is ont he mattress and he's insistently pulled the other over him. He's perfectly happy with Natsuo towering over him, cold lips making goosebumps rise in their wake as Dabi can feel himself being cooled even for a moment. The ever present heat that builds under his skin tamed and tempered for a moment.

Add to that feeling just how much the other wants him only makes Dabi grin like a Cheshire, clinging to the other with rough hands and ragged nails as he shifts his leg. Thigh pressing incessantly against the other while he felt himself swelling in the confines of his stitched pants.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The grin splits to an almost uneasy laugh that shakes Dabi's chest. He's not nervous, he has no reason to be, it's just that this is more than he could hope for and yet here he was, looking down at Natsuo with is pants open and reveling in the feeling of the other pressed against him.

"Fuck yes, what ever you want." Hands moved to card through short white hair, tugging lightly as he hissed out a sigh.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"Guess you'll just have to find out how much my stamina can keep."

He really shouldn't be promising that. He doesn't have as much stamina as his brother and he already knows that all too well. He'd never had as much as either of his brothers. Between how his quirk burned through him and having his mothers weaker consitution...it meant his stamina definitely wasn't what it should be. Still, he'd try his damnedest if it meant having Natsuo riding his cock.

Speaking of his brother, hearing the surprise in his voice made Dabi chuckle.

"What? Didn't see that last time? Tsk tsk, such a selfish little brother I have." Teasing he pushed Natsuo's bits of fringe out of his face, heel of his hand resting against the younger man's forehead. "Guess you'll just have to be surprised, or earn that knowledge, huh?"
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The smirk on Dabi's lips falters as he watches Natsuo sink down lower and lower, head falling back with a hiss when he is fully hilted.

"Fuuuuck, that's it." He groans, hips shifting to try and chase feeling of Natsuo's lips around him, tongue against each bar. It feels too good to be true.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
The last thing Dabi wants to do in that moment is wonder how his baby brother learned to suck dick. He already knows he'd have that ugly jealousy coiling in the pit of his stomach and it would sour a lot of things. He'd be a hypocrite, you don't live on the streets like he did without doing things that most would think of as unsavory. Or that taught someone much too young how to suck a guy off without gagging.

So instead he just takes the direction and lets his fingers curl and tug at short white strands. Hips snapping up to push his cock down the others throat before backing off and letting him go at his own pace. It felt good but for now his goal wasn't to just use Natsuo, his brother was too precious for that.

"That's it Natsu, so good." He murmurs, almost surprised when there isn't smoke rising from the seems around his face. "So eager for big bro's cock, yeah?"
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-18 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
He is sentimental but it's something only Natsuo will ever see, it also has it's limits. The moaning mixed with the lewd sounds coming from the other sucking him off has Dabi pushing down more frequently, thrusting up into his mouth with a deep moan. It feels too damn good too damn fast. He can feel his release creeping up on him and it's all he can do to tug Natsuo up off his cock completely, eyes watching where the other's hand disappears to open himself up.

"Fuck, way too good...wanna cum inside you, mark you deep. You're all mine, right Natsu?" Fingers toyed in the other's hair before running down the back of his neck.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-19 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Any other time and Dabi would probably have not stopped the other, he would have let himself get lost in it but not tonight. Not when all he wanted was to feel the other against him and be reminded that he wasn't alone any more. He had a part of his past, a good part, with him.

The words that fall from Natsuo's lips, that are whispered against his own scarred and chapped ones, makes Dabi shudder. Hands grasping muscled thighs as he returns the kiss with the same passion as before.

"And I'm yours."
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-19 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Just wait until you start moving." Grinning tightly Dabi held himself still, one hand practically leaving fingering sized bruises on Natsuo's thigh while the other moved to stroke his brother a couple times. Palm brushing over the wet head before gliding down again.

"Doing so giving good already, knew you'd like it. And it just gets better from here."
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-19 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Warm hands running up and down Natsuo's thighs, the hushed words of encouragement on Dabi's tongue. It's all a lot and the villain knows it, thrives on it. He's quickly learning how intoxicating it is to see his little brother coming undone on his cock.

"Come on, Natsu. You're doing so good, but you can do better." It takes a moment before Dabi tries to help coax Natsuo's hips up. He can't lift him for sure, Dabi isn't nearly strong enough for that, but he can still coax the other to try and actually ride him properly. It feels good, but he knows he can push Natsuo out of keeping his mouth shut and that's what Dabi wants. Even as he plants his feet and rolls his hips up to meet Natsuo's grinding.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-20 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Cursing under his breath, Dabi isn't surprised when his brother does start moving...however he is surprised by just how much the other send to enjoy it. It makes him grin, eyes clouded with lust as he does his best to meet each time Natsuo drops down onto him. Grinding up with a deep moan while the hand in his brothers cock moves again pumping him in time before growing the base to try and force the other to last longer.

"That's it baby bro, fuck that feels so good. Y'make me feel so good baby." His hand stutters, his harder to move up as he feels like every nerve is on fire. He burns but in a different way than what he's used to. Sure he can feel himself starting to overheat, it's not the all encouraging burning he's been known to feel. Instead this time it's got a cooling edge to it also with the intensity and passion he's always looking for.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-21 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"So needy," Dabi teased, grinning at the others begging before he finally conceded. Moving his hand in time with the way Natsuo moved. "Come on then, cum on niisan's cock."

He can feel himself at the edge, legs shaking with the effort of thrusting up to meet Natsuo, moans coming out gravely and low as his head falls back. It's a coil that's strung tight in his gut that finally snaps with a surprised sound, spilling over into the man above him with a growl. His hands turn hot and he knows he needs to be careful but in that moment it's hard to hold back, hard to grab anywhere but Natsuo's hips to pull him fully against the other without letting up. "Fuck!"
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-21 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Shit-" Dabi cursed, hands springing away from the ice that pops and sizzles under them. When he had mentioned marking he hadn't meant it in such a painful way. He hadn't meant it in such a permanent way. He takes a breath or two, letting everything settle and the clarity of everything come back to him. It's just another breath before he's tugging Natsuo down, a hand on the back of his neck that is back to only just above a normal persons temperature.

"'m sorry," He murmurs against the others lips. "Shoulda been more careful, didn' wanna burn you." His words are slurred but still so much more gentle than anyone but Natsuo might think he could be.
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[personal profile] iamthepyre 2023-06-21 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah..." He's glad Natsuo see's it that way even if there is still part of him that hates the loss of control. Still, it would be hard for anyone to mistake those handprints for anyone else's. Especially with them being burns.

Dabi returns each kiss easily, sighing into the feeling as he grins a bit. "Good thing you're quick on your feet, even while you're getting railed." There's a chuckle as Dabi tries to shift a bit more to get comfortable. Hard when his brother is made of muscle and is already bigger than him. As good as it feels he also just wants to cuddle up to the cooler skin that Natsuo provides.

"Mmm, as nice as this is...lay down? Yer heavier than me."